Drugs in my pocket and I don't know what to do with them

Drugs in my Pocket - The Monks

I finished chemo treatment number one without incident.  7 to go (3 of this set of cycles).   I was in the clinic at 9 for quick check in with my oncologist, then the IV's - saline, drug one (deep red) for 20 minutes, drug two for 1 hour.    My sister and middle daughter joined me and we got into a good game of cards and lots of chatter.   The time went by quickly.  Great to have company on my first round.   Most of the patients there coming in an out are on their own - pros it seems.  It's a pleasant space with lots of natural light, friendly nurses, a kitchen, books, DVD players and chatter among the patients.

We walked to and from the clinic, picking up yet more drugs on the way home and doing some banking.   Then off  for a short drive and walk and home.    So feeling pretty good right after but by the end of the evening I was bagged with a mild headache.  Side effects of the stress leading up to the day and the shock to my body.

To manage the potential and likely side effects of the treatment you are prescribed with a list of medications to take just prior and the days immediately following.     I'm sure I'd feel worse without these additional drugs but it is someone of shock to be taking so many pills on a daily basis.   I have to remember that along with the chemo they are given to me to keep me strong and allow me to continue treatment.   Only three days of the add on drugs - 9 a day.   My sister has a schedule mapped out for me and gives me prompts now and again.  By Monday I'll be on my own - drugless - to have my body alone tell me how it's reacting to the chemo.   Keeping my fingers crossed that I will gain the energy zapped by the meds and won't be tied to bathrooms.   Wish me luck!   I'll steal a tiny bit of the chemo power and energy you have all sent me to apply to my digestive system.